Yesterday came from DR after going there because grandma died... i regret not going yearly and even saying that i dont like DR!!... i actually love DR so much and it was a break from all the shit and sexual trauma i've been going through i feel like last year (2022) going to DR would have been therapeutic for me...

I will miss you so much Mama mirella... </3 RIP neyer too... last night i felt so sad reality hit me hard.